I really, really hate someone.

I never have before in my life until now. It's such a awful feeling. I just wish he'd drop dead



It started on a forum on I'm on on, which I will not name to avoid drama. I've been on it for over 3 and a half years now, I'm a original member. I was coming around one day, when I noticed this guy, a big homophobe. He went ranting on how gays are an abomination and they're all going to hell. I started picking at the guy, making sarcastic remarks, and it was pretty funny seeing him get pissed.

Then he started crossing the line, just really pissing me off. I made a long, thoughtful post about the situation, and asked that he'd give me the respect he gave everyone else. He didn't. He called me a hypicrite and continued to hate on me and everyone else of my orientation, telling me I was going to burn forever in a lake of fire. It resulted in me leaving, and I thought I was never gonna look back.
But I did. I missed the place a lot. It was weird not being there after so long, so I returned like a month and a half later.

And he's still there, being a homophobe, a egotistical douchebag, close minded, plain and wish-he-were badass. I've never hated someones guts so much in my life =/ I think this was the first time I ever really meant it when I wished death on somebody. I could "just ignore him", but I can't. He's almost always there, the very sight of his name angers me.

Every day I get the urge to just tell him how much of a disgusting person he really is, but I just don't have it in me. I haven't had anger issues for the past 5 years, but this guy just really burns me. I can't stand homophobes, racists, close minded christians. On and off the internet. This guy is the whole package. Everything about him sickens me.


How should I handle this..? I don't want to to build up my anger, that could lead to a emotional breakdown or blowup in the future. Should I just leave the forum completely? Go all out on the guy and get it over with? or should I try something else..?